July 28, 2008

Something More!!!!


::::Abar Notun Kore:::

Aj abar notun kore bachte icche hoy
Aj abar notun kore sob suru korte icche hoy
Somoyer srot amar theke sob kisu nigre niyeche.
Amar valo laga, mondo laga
Amar chaoa pawa…..

Aj ami abar notun kore shuru korbo
Ak onno prottoye…
Aj ami somoyke bondi korbo
Dur akashe dana mele pari debo
Dure onek dure, shimana periye jabo..

Aj ami mukto hobo…
Hoye jabo pakhi…
Akash hobe amar khelar math
Meghe hobe amar boshoti….
Rongdhanour rong hobe amar tuli

Aj ami, ami hobo…
Tomader majhe ononna hobo…
Aj ami mukto hobo…
Aj ami shadhin hobo…

June 27, 2008

My Mad Creations of Today..

I don't know what happen to me today.. after seeing two picture I wrote two poems..these are in Bangla..I don't know who read my blog will like it or not... but after a long gap I have wrote these poems.. and can't able to control my self to share it with others......Here are my poems:


Photographer: Farhana Zamil Tinny

##Amar janala

Amar ghorer chotto janala,
sheta diye ami akash dekhi
akasher rong dekhi,
rup dekhi,
r moner majhe chobi aki
gan kori, notun shur tuli...

aj amar pashe keu nei
ache shudu oi ak chilte akash
amar janalar ak chilte akash
godhuli r alo te akash amay dake
rong e amay rangate chay
shapno akte chay amar mone..

aj amar apon keu nei
ache shudhu oi akchilte akash..
je amay shopno dekhay...
amar shopner feriwala..



##Tomake Boler Chilo

Shedin godhulir alo te tumi amar pashe chile....
hat duti dhore chile, kache tene niye bolechile Valobashi..
amar mone tomar chobi ake diye chile...
agamir shopno akae diyechile...

shedin godhulir alo te tumi amar sobtake tomar kore niyechile..
bolechile, amader shopno kakhono shotti hobe na jani....
tarporeo tomay valobashi....shopno dekhi....
tomay vabi...tomay chai...

shedin godhulir alo te amader shopnogulu mone basa bedhechilo..
aj abar godhuli eseche.....
ami aka dariye aci..tumi pase nei...
shudhu ache tomar deya alokito shesob shapno....
r tomar jonne amar offuranto valobasha..

shedin godhuli belay amar kichu boler chilo...
tumi takhon pase chile..kintu kisu bola hoyni...
aj ami bolbo..jodio tumi pase nei....
aj ami bolbo, tomay valobashi..onek besi..


##Megh!!

megh o megh,
jaccho kothay?
amay nebe tomar songe?
tomar shathe pari debo
ojanar oi pothe jabo...
nebe amay?

megh o megh,
tomar velay vashbo ami
r vashabo joto dhukkho
joto kosto ache joma...

nebe amay tomar songe?
megh o megh!!

##Opekkha

je tumi amay bachte shikhiyecho
je tumi amay haste shikhiyecho
she tumi amay keno aj
bina doshe dure shoriye diccho

aj tumi amar theke dure acho jani
tai bole ki amar chokher jol tomay chuye jay na??
amar kosto gulu ki bujhte paro na??
tahole keno bolechile amay tumi bujho?
aj tomar kache amar prosno...
uttor dao..ami oppekhay achi



I am waiting for some comments...

June 26, 2008

Where Dreams Going to Start...............................

Before starting my story, I want to say something. I have heard this from one of my friends. We were talking about the condition of the girls and the current status of them. This story was happened five years ago. I was not able to write this story as it is. There is some modification. Sorry for that but the theme is as it is. Read this and comment what you think on this topic…I am waiting for your response…

My name is Anita. I am a second year medical student. I am a very simple girl and dream and think like other ordinary girls of my country. I was born in Rajshahi in a middle class family. This family is my rhythm of life, music of my day. I was brought up in a very open minded family. In this family, I have learnt how to live life, lead a life. My mother is a person who is my idol though she is a simple house wife. My father is a govt. employee. With my younger sister I had a nice happy family. I used "had" in my past sentence, because actually it was. Now my family is an almost destroyed family. Do U know why? That is because of me…. (Crying)...

I was a first year student of H.S.C... I was a topper in my school. I achieved lots of awards in my student life. But that time was very horrific for me. When I think about that time I am not in mine. Just asking question to myself what’s my fault and the fault of my family ? For that we r suffering from these types of life time difficulties….. None can give me the answer….

The story started from the first day of my college. My college is a combined college. That’s why there is no boundary to mix with boys... But they never attracted me. But as a girl, I was attracted by them... I have some female friends who are also from my same school and they were really close to me. One boy noticed me from the first day of my college…he was planning to convince me… he was one year senior to me. He had a bet with his friends that he would have me anyway or at any cost for some time. For his purpose he also convinced my friends who were very close to me that time….I was thinking they were my good friend…but alas!!

I was enjoying my new college life. I like to travel. When I got time I tried to go for a trip with those so called good friends. After about 9/10 month, I got a trip with my friends. The place is little far from my home as well as Rajshahi town. The place was so beautiful. The day was also nice; but that beautiful day gave me a lot of pain for my life. We were 6 friends there. One of my friends took us in her cousin house. The house was very near to that place. As we were friend I have no doubt to go with them, though I was not familiar to her cousin. The house was so calm and quiet. We were given juice and some cookies. After having juice, I did not feel well. The scene was so imprecise to me. But in that condition, I saw that boy in the room. All of them were laughing at me. I realized I was trapped by my friends and something was going to happen.

For 3 hours, I was unconscious. And those 3 hours take everything from my life. That boy raped me, as his expectation got me anyway for some times. He won his gamble. But I lost everything. When I got my sense, the boy was with me; friends were not there. He was smiling and looking at me. He said me, “sweetheart, you are so good to test”. My eyes burst into tears. I was crying, did not understand what to do, where to go. In that condition, the boy told me that, his friends already informed not only my family but also those who know me well. I was trying to sort out myself and back in my home, but didn’t know how to go there. He proposed me to go with him. He said, “I won what I want; now it’s my responsibility to see you off.”

Within half an hour I reached my home. My neighbors were watching me if I were a clown. My dad did not ask me anything. Mom was crying and my sis had no word to say. I went to my room. After an hour, my father came to me. He said me, “dear, I know you, I trust you. I know what happened was not your fault. You are not this type of girl. What I have given you that are not so worthless. Don’t worry but never commit suicide. Show those coward guys that you can fight. You are strong enough to stand against all odds. Prove that you are a human being.” I don’t know how a father inspires his daughter in such condition. Mom came and embarrassed me crying. Today I can realize that what they did that time. After that incident, it was so difficult for us to lead our life in the society. That coward always gives us threats. We lodged case against them but there was no action.

In spite of all odd situations, I completed my Higher Secondary with great honor. I again topped in the college. In my result day, everyone around us was shocked. All of them had one question, how can it be possible for me to do it? My parents were the proudest parents. Till now I have threats. But now I am going to establish my career with honor and pride. Though I know much more difficulties are waiting to come and hit me... let them come… I will again fight. I will fight against all odds and I am confident I will win all my rights to dream about my life which I get because of my parents. God gives me, the best gift of the world…now I need nothing...Now I am in that position from where a new Dreams Going to Start...

June 25, 2008

My Hostel Life



After a long time, I am writing in the blog...I am feeling sorry for not writing here for a long time. You know I am a university student… and I am living in my university hostel….

There are some advantages of living in the hostel or in university dormitory. By this you can meet with a lot of people... different types of people with different ideas, choice, lifestyle, thoughts, ambitions...our hostel is in an apartment. We live 11 girls here. We have 4 rooms with a dinning and a kitchen. It’s a nice apartment. I like it. As I say there live different types of girls from different department. We are five girls from Electrical & Electronics Department, four girls from BBA, and two are from CIS and CS Department.
They came from different parts of Bangladesh.

I have two more girls in my room without me. One is belongs to my subject another from BBA. We are in the same batch but in the different semester. One of my roommates likes to have fun all the time. She wants to enjoy every moment of life. She is from Noakhali. She is the elder daughter of her parents. She has one younger sister and younger brother. According to her; she is a very egoistic person. But that never reflects on her work it’s my opinion. She likes to sleep. She never cares anyone. She is the queen of herself. She has no feelings if she missed any class due to her slumber. She is not so much serious about study but she studies whole night in the eleventh hour of exam. She likes to dominate others.

It's time to talk about another roommate. She is from Khulna. She is the second kid of her parents. She has an elder brother. She is a much cooled nature girl so far I know about her. She also likes to enjoy her life. She has a good friendship with another roommate. This roommate always attends the class. She is much more conscious about her career as she is from BBA. She is not so healthy girl. She has a nice personality, thoughts. But not so much wills to express her. She studies whenever she wants. She always consider my another roommate.

We have a similarity; and that is we like reading books specially story book, novels and so on. Whenever we collect any book we read it. I like English movies much, but they like Hindi movies. They like rock songs sometime soft too. Rock and loud songs are liked by them. I like instrumentals and soft music. They gossip all the evening and go for study late night. I like to read in after the evening, that’s why I always try to go library in the evening to complete my study... as I have class in the morning, I like to sleep as early as possible. But sometimes it doesn’t happen when I have a load of study and sometimes when my roommates study or talking or gossiping the whole night. They like funny things all the time but I don’t like funny things all the time. I also do fun when I am in up gear. We sometimes have late night party in our hostel in the occasion of Birthday’s. We want to celebrate these days because we are living far from our sweet families.


With lots of similarities and dissimilarities we are living together. By living together, we are trying to match up in every situation and every difficulty. How much we can tolerate, how much we can avoid or ignore, we know this after living here. Those people never live in the dormitory or hall or hostel will never know what a life it is!!

April 25, 2008

WIND OF CHANGE

Music :Klaus Meine
Lyrics:Klaus Meine

I folow the Moskva
Down to Gorky Park
Listening to the wind of change
An August summer night
Soldiers passing by
Listening to the wind of change

The world is closing in
Did you ever think
That we could be so close, like brothers
The future's in the air
I can feel it everywhere
Blowing with the wind of change

Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow dream away
in the wind of change

Walking down the street
Distant memories
Are buried in the past forever
I folow the Moskva
Down to Gorky Park
Listening to the wind of change

Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow share their dreams
With you and me
Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow dream away
in the wind of change

The wind of change
Blows straight into the face of time
Like a stormwind that will ring the freedom bell
For peace of mind
Let your balalaika sing
What my guitar wants to say

Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow share their dreams
With you and me
Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow dream away
in the wind of change

April 10, 2008

Life In My Point of View

Days are going, times are passing, and our life is going to be end. In this world, we came not only for living but also for doing some work….its our duty to do something in our short life time for which we can feel proud for our work….its not only about us its about those people who are with us as our well wisher and OUR GOOD FRIEND….

In this short life time we meet different types of people. Some are good for us, some are not. But I think to meet new people is new experience. Through this we can introduce with new thoughts. In last six years I have met lots of people and am going to meet some new people more in future. Every meeting gives me a new experience and new ideas to think.

I have asked some of my friends and some people “what is the meaning of life??? What is life??? What they want to do in their life???” there is a lot of answer. There is some answer:

  • Proper functioning of nervous, respiratory and circulatory system...
  • L for Love, I for Idea, F for fight, E for Enjoy….
  • Life is sign of happiness...
  • Life is challenging. We need patience. Journey is bitter most of the time. Man can do anything if he wants irrespective of pain just nurturing. Self-confidence is a must I also believe that mental strength come from physical soundness.
  • Life is just a test a test match game that waits like a batsman with patience wins in this game patience is the key 2 success...

These are some answer about life... I have some thought of mine about life and its meaning and the needs and work of life…

I think life is a challenging journey which we need to complete. There are some joys and sorrows. It’s my thought to enjoy all the moments. When a night comes then I think that here I am ready to welcome another beautiful, shiny day. We should go through our mind. As a human being I always like to do something for people and for peoples smile. When I meet with people I think the first impression is the best impression. We need to be patient when we want something in our life. We need to be self-confidence and self-identity. Mental strength is the most important thing.

We are living for some reason. We have family, friends as well as society. We need to prove ourselves through our work by ourselves. You may not be the smartest or the stylish or the most social but you have your own qualities. One’s work is his or her introduction. Don’t need to be so expressive. If u wants to be big, be small first, be natural. I stand and very firmly on issues I truly believe in. Man can do anything if he wants. When we want something we need to work hard and be patience.

Here are my today’s thoughts. Thoughts of mine…!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

March 17, 2008

MY DAY

These days i m passing a very busy time....with my group and my debate club...Debate club is my hobby..

I wanna be a debater...There is some reason behind this....first I wanna remember how I join with our university debate club AOC..It is more organized and beautiful club in my university....it obviously my own thought....I joined with this group last September'07..It was the occasion of our university foundation week.....I was so much excited about my performance that time.....After a long time break from stage when I stand before the dais I had no word for some seconds..There I performed public speaking....After a long time I started it again for this I was so nervous that time..But my performance was appreciated by almost all....I was satisfied about my speech... I think that it can be better..

Than I attend a seminar in Chayanot..That was arranged my Youth Forum of Bangladesh...that was a great day for me..I think it was a memorable day for me....After that I joined study circle of our club...All the member of our group are so sincere , responsible, dedicated and most of all they love this work by heart......

I have some thought to join this group...I think and believe that debate is one of the way by which we can say anything...There is a freedom of speaking...logical speaking and thought....There is a lot of thoughts..By doing debate this one can know many things......read many things...can get the inspiration to read....to think something positive....how one can represent herself or himself to others by logic ....and their thoughts...All of the people wanna say something.....They want that some one should listen his or her...I believe that debate is such a platform where everyone will listen your logical and mind blowing thoughts....From their you may gather some new ideas for yourselves and for your country as well as for other purpose.....
I experienced that you can sometime solve your problem from this...can build up your thoughts...you can imagine...you can do......you could be more self-confident.....

I love doing this work now a days....but when I will feel that I can't love to do this work anymore that time i will resign from the club...I never do that work which i can't love....

Our university is going to arrange the 3rd National Debate Competition within some day..In the beginning of Bangla new year 14th April,08 will be the grand finale.....I hope this program will be so much successful.. I am waiting for enjoying this occasion so much excitement......

March 14, 2008

Todays thought........

I have experienced something today and want to share it with all of you...This is my first time to write in a Blog...Now I am going to share my today's Experience with all of you.....

I am citizen of Bangladesh and student of Electrical and Electronics Engineering. My country is a third world country. But i think it should one of the first world country. I always dreamt about this, and i know if all of the young generation do some work to remove its basic problem poverty that it will come true..

Now a days I am trying to do something for my country. For this reason I joined with some of my friends and opened a group "Time To Do Something"...Our main moto is to remove poverty from our country. It is just a small step to do something for my sweet motherland..I also do something more for my country. I don't know how much it is possible..but I wanna do it..

Today we went to a servey in a slum near to my university hostel. There we find 9 kids who are not able to go to school. They have different reason to not to go school. They stay in house to take care of their little sister and daughter. When I asked one girl why you don;t want to go to school??? she replied me, Who want to ruin the opportunity to go to school. I don't have the opportunity to get my education. If you provide me than i will try.On the otherhand, one of the mother is not willing to give her 13 years older daugher proper education.

Now I am thinking I am a girl and an Engineering student. Education teaching me how to think, how to be different, how to be self-confident, how to be independent and make my own deceisions. When this women and that girl can be able to do this??? when they will get good education?????

I wish that the time is so near to us.. It is the time for all the under developed countries young people to do something to enlighten their countries coming generation..
we will go ahead...come join with us.....give an example to all the people that we can do so manything without ruin our study....Its really time to do something for our country, my country..
What is your thought about this????